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Jordan Kruk

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Does god exist?

I have read the Quran.

I have read 20% of The Bible.


And I want to examine the question together with you:

“Does god exist?”


Before I continue.


🔴 Let my words trigger not a reaction.

🔴 Let my words trigger not a response.

🟢 Let my words trigger a search within yourself.

🟢 Let them trigger questions that you ask yourself.


For I am just a human like you.

Not better.

Not smarter.


By the way, I am Jordan, 23 yrs old, did over $4M in Revenue,

Hired over 50 people and make videos on YouTube since 2012.


And I am a conditioned individual like you. 

I have not understood the truth behind all the questions that trigger me.

I may have made some realizations that are absolutely true. 

But never ‘believe’ me. 

As beliefs will always remain beliefs. 


With that being said.


Who created god?


Please think about it.


Who created god?

Or did god create us?


If you say that god created us.

That implies we are part of his creation.


And if god is holy, loving, merciful, …

And we are his creation,

Then he would’ve made us holy, loving, and merciful too, right?


If god really created you, then why are you living a life filled with mostly negative emotions?

Then why are there people killing other people out of fear, anger, and so on?


If god did not create us.

Then who created god?


When I think about it for myself, 

I come up with 1 answer:


We did.

People did.

Humans did.


Not the animals.

Nor nature.



People created the idea of a god.


This is why there are so many of them…

We have 1,000’s of gods in this world.

That WE created.

Not me, probably not YOU.

But people.


People created god.


Not good.

Not bad.

The reality.


But don’t believe my words.

Evaluate the question for yourself (of who created god).


If people created god.

Then it is THOUGHT who created god, right?

Because isn’t 99,99999% of the population controlled by their thoughts?


I am asking you.


Do you think that this inner voice that is talking all day everyday is YOU?

That it is YOU speaking?


May you find the answer to this crucial question.


You may find more understanding of the question here.


I say it often, but it is important not to believe me, as this would create another belief.


Why don’t you want beliefs?

Because you don’t KNOW if it is TRUE.


So if you believe the surface you build your house on is concrete.

And you start building your dream house on top of it.

A villa with a swimming pool, garden, all of it.

But one day you REALIZE that it was built on sand.

Then you see that it can collapse at any moment.


Many people die without experiencing this collapse.

They pass away without realizing their dream was built on sand.


They are not lucky to have lived without this collapse.

And you are not lucky to have found this letter and starting to get a glimpse of the sand that you live on.


You would only be unserious to continue to live in your house on sand,

AFTER you get a glimpse of this reality,

That it could collapse at any moment.


You would be silly, wouldn’t you?

So why do many people continue to live with their eyes closed after reading this letter?

Perhaps because the house provides comfort.

More comfort than the pain to SEE.


Perhaps it’s just all to painful for us to see we have lived a life full of lies…

Perhaps we just love the pride we feel of being religious.

Or the superiority to the non-religious, atheists, etc.

This feeling of being on the ‘good’ path, the moral path, the right path in comparison to those who are ‘lead asstray’.


Isn’t it?


So does god exist?

To most people it is a curiosity question, not an impactful one.



Because it doesn’t impact your daily life.

If god does exist, it won’t change your day-to-day.

If god does not exist, it won’t change your day-to-day.


So why did people created god?


Perhaps out of fear.

And therefore the longing for security and perceived clarity it brings.

Worshipping this, will keep the perceived security alive, right?

Which is why so many people continue to ‘believe’.

Because they actually do FEEL some of the things they long for.

Or maybe they continue to believe the words of their priest, or leader.


But why would you follow the observation of someone else?


He or she may have experienced it.

But why make it YOUR experience?


When you are following, you are NOT examining yourself, correct?

Following <> Observing yourself.


Why do you want to observe for yourself? You may ask.

Why build your house on sand? I ask.


So are you capable of letting go?

Letting go of the authority of your:

– Boss 

– Priest

– Coach

– Father

– Society

And even the authority of your own opinion?


So that you can start to see clearly.

Not through a broken mirror nor through a field of mist.


But to finally start LOOKING at yourself as you are.


Not through the lens of good or bad.

Not through the filter of the mind.


If you want to find more understanding about this filter of the mind, you may find it here.


We’re talking about how to observe yourself as you are, without the religious rules.

Without good or bad nor right or wrong.

To simply see what is.



You see?


Because if I have a white skin and if I live in Asia than this is the truth.

What is not true is that having a pale skin in Asia is GOOD.

This idea is created by men (and women).


In each situation, there is always 1 truth.

We want to see what we ARE, not who we SHOULD be.


So who ARE you?


To see the REAL YOU.


When I do this for myself, I see a man who

– Desires to become famous

– Desires to be superior to others

– Desires to achieve something big before he dies


But also

– Fears to be seen as unsuccessful

– Fears to lose his athletic body he has built in the gym

– Fears the status he perceives to receive from others in and outside the gym


If you can do this for yourself, the consequence is clarity.

And isn’t it clarity that we all want?


You are unserious if you believe me.

You are serious if you ask yourself.


When does this happen?

When can you start to look at YOU with clear eyes?


Not with watery eyes, because you feel regret.

Nor with fiery eyes, because you feel anger.


When you are 100% serious.

When you really, REALLY want to.


Therefore it often happens during a crisis in your life.

Financial crisis…

Health crisis…

XYZ crisis…


These are moments when most of us become COMMITTED to finding the truth of what matters to us.


I mean…


Why would you want to know if god exists if your current life is in perfect harmony?

The question wouldn’t arise, right?


Maybe it would, but it would be out of curiosity…



Does this mean you have to CREATE a crisis?




Maybe you start to SEE that your current existence IS a crisis already…

Maybe you start to get a glimpse of the truth about your own life.


What you really experience on a daily level.

Is this not a crisis my friend?


I am asking you.


Do you want to live the rest of your life with your days looking like this:

90% negative emotions (irritated, fearful, stressed, …)

10% positive emotions (happy, excited, calm, …)


You are really thinking about creating a crisis, instead of looking at the crisis right in front of you?




Look at it.



And please do not see me as your next authority, because you may find truth in the words I write.

You’ll be just repeating the same cycle.

This cycle of following.

This cycle of beliefs.


You are RESPONSIBLE for yourself.

Do you understand?


When you do, 

You start to see how strong you are.

You start to see how capable you are.

That you do not need to depend on god nor mortal human beings like me.


You may start to see, that you can BECOME all that you thought is god.

That you can be all that you think he is…peaceful, compassionate, at bliss, eternal, …


May you see the truth in your life, WHILE you live it.


Talk soon



Here’s my poem about the essence of it all.


The dream of god (a poem)


If God created all, then why’s there strife?

Pain and suffering in this life?


Killings and wars, anger and fear,

Doesn’t seem so loving and holy, my dear.


Maybe, just maybe, we made God instead,

To help ease our minds, to calm all this dread.


Don’t just believe what I’m telling you, friend,

Think it over yourself to find the end.


Question the voices that chatter all day,

Might not be you that they really obey.


Rather than swallow what others have said,

Taste your own truth, and by that be led.


You are powerful,

You are strong you see?

Maybe God is not essential,

That his peace lives in thee?


PS: you can watch the full message here:

PS: If you try to find the truth in a specific situation in your own life, but can’t seem to find it.
Feel free to send me an email at [email protected] (I won’t ask for money, but only respond to serious questions)


Who is Jordan kruk?

Filming videos since 2008.
Did $4M in Revenue.
Hired 50+ People.

But none of these matter.

I want to stop wasting time.
I want to understand life.

Through my writings, I finally see things for how they are.

I share the truths I find in my life,
So you can interpret them in a way,
That makes you leave without questions,
Other than questions for yourself,
And with understanding.

So you may stop wasting your limited time.

PS: My work is only for serious people.
The unserious stops reading here.

You can email me

If you try to find the truth in a specific situation in your own life, but can’t seem to find it.

Then you can email me at [email protected]
If you provide enough context.

I may reply.
I may not.

But I do enjoy helping serious people find the truth in their own life.

PS: I don’t ask you for money.
I ask you to be serious.